The Stupid Feeling

lala. Today something stupid happened. I lost the 4x100m race for my blk. It was damn stupid la. I just wanted to throw the baton on the floor. Ok i didn't do that and ran another reasonable 100m. But nothing negates losing the race in front of the home crowd. It was damn cock to say the least. There's something more cock but out of respect I won't say it. Shit. What the heck was I doing. Anyway, whatever.