La Hypocrite

I feel like a hypocrite. The worse thing is I seem to be just bluffing/not accountable to myself. I'm doing things that I don't want to do; Pretending to attend to things which I have no intention to do; And trying very hard to cram alot into my brains when I dunno if I retained more than 10% of the 130pages I'd just gone thru. And why do lecturers want to set exams on V-day or worse, don't lecturers have to go pamper their spouses? How come I have a meeting on 14 Feb from 6pm onwards. Why am I in an organisation which hosts people who pretend to serve the body when it regards itself above all; that I've lost belief in?

Happy V-day All (enjoy it if you can!)

Charles :)